The Red Filly Continues

It’s been a rough year, maybe two. I have done virtually no writing. A few months ago, I re-read the chapters of The Red Filly I had written so far and was not impressed…so, of course, my first instinct was to give up. Believing in oneself is one of the hardest things for many people to do. I’m aware that this is not the greatest blog post. It fails even at achieving mediocrity. But I’m writing, so there’s that.

I’ve struggled with this novel because it started out as a story that pays homage to books like, The Black Stallion by Walter Farley or For Love of a Horse by Patricia Leitch. At its heart it is still about the love for a horse and specifically an Arabian horse like in the books I mentioned above which helped inspire this story.

But a lot has happened since I was just a girl who loved horses, especially Arabian ones. Because of my life experiences this book has evolved and it’s still evolving. That also stopped me in my tracks. I’m not sure how the finished story will be received and that scares me. I spend way too much time worrying about what other people think. I have many flaws and that may be the biggest among them. So, because I am flawed, this story is as well.

The Red Filly continues…

Black Beauty’s Revenge

            My heart raced when York came to my head at the front of the carriage to tighten the bearing rein. Each time it happened it was almost more than I could bear. My neck and back screamed in agony as he forced my head higher and higher. I tried to focus on memories of my younger days, happily running in the fields with the other colts.

            My mother would often tell me that I was well bred, and I should always do my duty with no biting or kicking. I didn’t want to bite or kick York anyway because it was my lady who made him do this. He had tried to explain to her that it was too hard on the horses, but my lady insisted on riding in style as she called it.

            My new carriage partner, Max, was stoic as usual when York went to his head and cranked it up as well. After my friend, the red mare, Ginger, had fought kicking and rearing when York tried to raise her head to unnatural heights, she was replaced by Max. Max was solid black like me, so my lady was happier to have matching carriage horses at any rate.

            I tried to greet Max, but I was struggling to breathe, so I just emitted a pitiful grunt. He didn’t respond at all. I took it as no insult though since he had been subjected to the bearing rein for several months now, so I was sure it had taken its toll on him.

            My lady was taking longer than usual to approach the carriage as she stood at the top of the steps of the great house barking commands at the staff. Apparently, there was to be a great celebration later that evening. Max and I had no other recourse than to stand quietly as our chests heaved with each struggle to take in a breath. I could hear York grumbling, saying things like, heartless woman, monster, and the like. Max remained silent. After what seemed like an interminable amount of time, my lady approached the carriage. That was no relief for Max and me however, as we would now have to canter whilst struggling to breathe. At least, it meant we were closer to a relief from our agony and a return to our stalls though.

            That evening, after a hearty helping of mash and a rubdown by York, I dozed quietly in my stall. I was awakened by a gentleman I had never before seen. He opened my stall door and though his lips didn’t move, he spoke to me. I heard him in my head. I became frightened since this was a new occurrence for me. I started to raise my front legs into a full rear when he placed his hand on the side of my neck. I immediately felt calm, dropping my front hooves gently back to the earth.

            “Follow me,” the gentleman said in my head.

            “Where are we going?” I asked, but followed him anyway. It wasn’t just that I had always been taught to be obedient, but somehow, I trusted this tall, handsome, stranger.

            “We’re going to a party.”

            I followed him as he led me to the great house. It was ablaze in bright light. Candles and lanterns lit up the porch and entire house. It was a warm summer evening, so all the windows and doors were open.

            He led me to the side of the house. He turned and faced me and placed his hands on either side of my face. He whispered something in another language, one that I had never heard before. I felt great energy surge through my body. Instantly, all my aches and pains were gone. And there was something else; I felt powerful, but light as a feather at the same time.

            The gentleman transformed right before my eyes into a black horse. It was Max, my old friend. “You are one of us now, Beauty. We are called Nicor. In ancient times we took the form of dragons when we shifted, but dragons don’t blend in well with humans, so we decided to mimic our cousins to the north, the Kelpies. They have thrived for multiple millennia because they blended in so well.”

            Max transformed back into a human. “Wait here. York and my lady will pay for what they did to you.”

            “No, not York. He argued with my lady. It pained him to hurt me, Ginger, all of us.”

            Human Max paused. “Very well, as you wish.”

            “What will you do?” I called out into the night because Max was gone. I didn’t have to wait long though. My lady was laughing as Max held her waist and guided her to where I stood. Max held her because she stumbled from time to time but laughed when she did. I had never seen her in this state before.

            “Beauty is here to take you for a ride, my lady,” said Max supporting her as she looked at me.

            “Why, he’s wearing no tack, not even a halter.”

            “He’s a gentle beast, my lady.” Max lifted her onto my back. She was still laughing.

            When Max transformed into a horse, her laughter stopped. She tried to slide off me, but she was stuck fast because of the magic. Max galloped away and I followed. Our pounding hooves were like a crescendo keeping time with the screams of my lady.

            I dived into the depths of the lake right behind Max. My lady’s mouth was still gaping as she sank to the depths of the lake, but her screams were heard no more.

            I followed Max deeper into the lake, eager to meet my new family. We were no longer corporeal as our spirit forms flowed beneath the waters. One day soon I would return to the stable and free my friends, Ginger and Merrylegs.

Why Arabs, Indeed?!

I can so relate to this post! I too was horseless as a kid and read every horse centered book, I could get my hands on. I also watched many boring Westerns just to see the horses. I too fell in love with Arabian Horses because of books, but for me it was The Black Stallion Series. A kind elementary school librarian noticed I was always checking out horse books, so one day she took me by the hand and led me to The Black, who I am still in love with to this day! Librarians are the best!!! I came to the Jinny and Shantih books late in life and wish I had known about them early on. Jinny is definitely someone I would have related to!

The Island Stallion Races-First Edition

This was gifted to me by my good friend, Sharon Miesen. It’s a first edition, printed in 1955. I love old books like this one. Love the way they smell, feel, and the way they make me feel. It’s books like this that remind me why I want to be a writer.

This book has seen a lot in its time. It’s been handled and read by many people over the years, mainly young girls most likely. Girls who dream of having their own wild Arabian stallion who loves them the way Flame loves Steve Duncan. I’ll bet this book has heard laughter, tears, and everything in between.

Books can take us to any time and place. Books like this helped me to continue to dream of possibilities in spite of the often-dark circumstances in which I found myself as a young girl. Hope truly is a powerful thing.

My very own Flame (gelding though). Dreams can come true!

Classic Arabian Horse Books

I haven’t posted in a while, so just wanted to check in with a quick just for fun post. I picked up these two books at a Half Price Books in Dallas and they are filled with cool Arabian horse history. I shall add them to my growing stack of Arabian horse books which one day I will read and post articles from things learned from said stack of books. Was that a run-on sentence? It seems kind of long. Run on sentences and misplaced, commas are among my greatest writing skills. 😀

Anyhoo…here are some pics from inside these books. Hope everyone is having an awesome Saturday! It’s a little chilly here in north Texas, so I’m reading and writing today. 🙂

The Black Stallion and the Shape-shifter by Steven Farley

So, I picked up this little lovely awhile back at Half Price Books and finally got around to reading it. It was a nice little find. It’s a first edition even.

As you all know, I have loved The Black Stallion series all my life, so I wasn’t sure about reading a story about the Black not written by Walter Farley. Well, it turns out his son, Steven, has taken up the mantle and handled it well. I loved this story! I’m partial to stories with a supernatural bent too, so I was enamored even more with this book.

Alec Ramsay and the Black head to Ireland so the stallion can exhibit his racing talents to a new audience. The Black is injured in the race, so Alec and his horse end up at a farm near the shore for recuperation. At first their visit is quiet and relaxing, but soon Alec begins to witness sights that can’t be easily explained. There is a long mystical history in this ancient place and Steven Farley has written the story in a believable way.

I really enjoyed this story because as always, a beautiful Arabian horse is at its center, but also a magical shapeshifting horse and lonely horse loving girl who Alec befriends and helps. These are all elements that I love, so I was very happy I came across this book. I highly recommend it to all lovers of horses and the mystical!

Cute Horsey Christmas Pics (Behind the Scenes)

So, making these cute Christmas pics of horses is not as easy as one might think. A lot of bribing and coaxing is involved as you will see by the photos and videos below. I wish I had gotten a video of when Flame first walked into the stall and started snorting and stamping because he had never seen a window in the back of a stall before, but alas, I was not prepared.

I haven’t posted in a while so I’m warming back up with this little Christmas themed post. Hope you all enjoy! I hope everyone has the Happiest of Holidays!

Cowgirl and the Ghost Horse by Rae Rankin

I loved this cute story and the illustrations by J-San! It’s a rhyming Halloween story that tells the tale of a little girl and lovely white ghost horse. It’s a magical tale that any young child would love! Well, not just young children, but anyone who has access to their inner child and especially those of us growing up in apartments and wishing a horse, ghost or otherwise would wander into the courtyard.

I highly recommend this story for young children or anyone who dreams of beautiful, wispy, ghost horses!

Check our Rae Rankin’s website and click the link below to purchase this book on Amazon.